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(no subject) [Mar. 3rd, 2005|09:56 am]
Sorry...people suck...so now we're operating friends only.
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(no subject) [Mar. 2nd, 2005|09:00 pm]
watch me barf all over you.
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(no subject) [Mar. 1st, 2005|09:56 am]
I miss you so much. I miss your warmth. Holding you in my arms while I'm falling asleep. I miss feeling your breath on my neck. Hope your having fun on your cruise baby. <3<3<3

Today was intersesting.

I worked with my brother...got paid...hehe...saw the blonde girl from Better Than Chocolate shopping in the grocery store with my brother. I said "Gregg, she looks really familiar, who is she?" He looked and he said "Oh, Cristina Lecox (or something like that), we passed on her a couple years ago right after she did this movie Better Than Chocolate, she was too dykey." I fucking flipped my shit "WHAT???????" "Knock knock Gregg, you KNOW Im a lesbian, why wouldn't you think that I've only watched that movie like twice a week for the past three years?" Anyways...she was beautiful, smoking hot!!! She was wearing exercise clothes, really tight and her cleavage was sticking right out of her sports bra. She has the best body, six pack abs, nice big tight ass, big tits. Her face...even more beautiful than in the movie. When she wasn't looking I was like staring. Ok...I've been coming here for years, I'm not star-struck anymore. Everyone takes a shit or two. But I was amazed when I saw her. Ahhhhhh.... :)

Then...drama. I salvaged what I could. I'm not flipping super woman. I try, but I'm not. People will think what they want. I can just be the best person I can be for me. I can't be someone else's idea of the best person. Whatever. I won't stoop to that level. I don't talk shit about other people like that. AND I don't sit around a computer intentionally trying to hurt anyone. It's not cool. I'm done with it.

The reality is...I will be gone soon, those of you that are excited about that will get what you want soon enough. I'll miss my girls...I'll miss my true friends sooooo...much. Thanks for sticking by me. You'll always have a place with me in LA and in my heart.

I think that's all there is for today.
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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2005|11:03 am]
I went to Six Flags Magic Mountain today. We took Jordy to the kiddie area. She could only go on the choo choo train and the trucks ride, but we think she still enjoyed it. OH, except for the characters. Tweety Bird came up to us and Jordy took one look at him and let out this incredibly piercing scream. It's funny how babies fear things they aren't taught to fear. It was instinctual. She was probably just thinking "no. this can't be right." Haha, it was so freakin cute!

Then we went to my aunt and uncle's Academy Awards party. Dinner with the beautiful people. I talked to my cousin ALOT. We are both so psyched about my move. She has all these activities planned for us this week. Possibly including a visit by moi to Sony Studios. Hehe...and definately hittin up some les bars. Woohoo!

Tomorrow I'm going into work with my brother at his talent agency. He has this project he really needs help on so they're going to pay me to work like three days this week. Hellz yea! Lunch on Sunset. Then to rent a car so I can have my autonomy for the week.

I have to go look around for a place. I really like WeHo (West Hollywood). It's definately THE most social and coolest place to live right now for us youngsters. I'll probably get some local papers and check out Craig's List. Hmm...I have time though.

Right now I'm watching tonight's episode of L Word for the third time in a row. Ok...so every Sunday night, I'm going to do L Word comments starting right now:

Tanya needs to die.
Shane is hotter than ever and needs to be my fuck buddy.
Alice and Dana...c'mon! Give us what we want already.
Tina went way too far with that whole lawyer business...but it's good that she's being strong.
Give Bette a break. Shit happens! I feel bad for her.
Jenny and Shane...roomates...too cute!
Dana's parent's sudden acceptance of her sexuality was random and unrealistic.
Ivan should get the stick out of his/her ass.
Jenny's getting cooler.

What I hope to see in the future:

Shane get with Carmen.
Tina tell Bette about baby and work shit out.
Jenny getting accepted into the writing class.
Dana dumping Tanya and getting with Alice.
Shane teaching Jenny a thing or two.
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I'm home [Feb. 26th, 2005|05:38 am]
I feel at home here. It smells different than Florida or any other place for that matter. I feel like I can breathe again. At the end of this week, I'm going to cry. I always do when I have to leave.

Haha...I saw Brooke Sheilds today and Stifler's mom while walking down Montana. I wanted to shout "MILF!" Although I somehow managed to refrain. Brooke sheilds was walking with her daughter and some man. Freakin hot! She was gorgeous. She wasn't all dolled up or anything, but you could tell she's a star from a mile away.

Talking to people about my plans for the future made them sound like they actually made sense. Encouragement.

My brother has all this spare furniture in his garage for my apartment. :)
I'll be living in a rat's hole with some used furniture and an aero-matress. :)
I guess everyone goes through it sooner or later.

I miss you baby!!! <3
I miss you Lindsey!!! :)

There are alot of things I'll be happy to leave when I am finally able to, but I won't be happy leaving you two. I listened to the cd you made me Ash. It's beautiful. Perfect.

It's good to be home...I just wish you were here with me. <3<3<3
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(no subject) [Feb. 24th, 2005|10:05 pm]
pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you. If you do it for me I'll do it for you.

dominant or submissive
logical or intuitive
social or loner
kinky or vanilla
cute or sophisticated
kitten or puppy
warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
leader or follower
quiet or talkative
spontaneous or planned
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(no subject) [Feb. 23rd, 2005|01:40 pm]
Fuck everything and everyone today...focus...two midterms tomorrow
california on saturday for a whole week
orlando on friday with my <3
bitches got it bad
"Dancing with my self oh oh..."
the only shit that matters is the future right now
my past can fuck off
the present can eat shit
haha...i'm going to fucking rock one day
success is the greatest revenge
on that note: studying biatches
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When you realize who your TRUE friends are [Feb. 23rd, 2005|11:42 am]
Thanks for always talking shit about me and then claiming to be my best friend. I haven't trusted you in a long long time and with good reason. Stop fucking mentioning my name in conversations. Stop fucking saying things that aren't true. "SOUL TWINS"...omf#@$inggod...gimme a break!!! I thought that once too, but I don't think your soul twin would treat me or anyone like this...I don't even believe in that shit anymore. And I don't care if you think I'm shitting all over you with this little message...I am...just like you have been to me for the past couple months...thanks for talking shit about me to people. I'm aware of what you do. Betrayers??? You say that's your hell? Well then...you've just created your own hell on earth, haven't you? Thanks for betraying me.
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Figures as much [Feb. 22nd, 2005|11:33 pm]
What will your Funeral be like?
by rashock
You will die by:You body was found mangled in a brutal death from an insane lover or jealous significate other.The murderer was sentenced to death row but the chair or gas was too good for them. They sowed you up in a bag and tossed you in your casket, It's a closed case unless your friends and family want to be sick.
Death Date:July 1, 2069
Number attending your funeral?41
How much will you leave to friends and family?$1,463,402
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Well at least I'll be old and rich.
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People ARE Strange [Feb. 21st, 2005|08:24 pm]
I can't say anything right now...shhhhh
It's all in my head where it should remain
All I can say people are strange and I surprise myself sometimes
I guess I'm a little strange too
Moving on....mmmm...LSATs...yes I think I will give it a go after all...practice test score wasn't too shabby
Oh yes...and it's a beautiful night for a swim
Been running around today...this is the first time I've actually gotten to sit
AND I got a job...I'll be serving at POBoys...wohooo
AND I saw a tennis match...I was slightly jealous of the amazingness of the girls on our team...I wish I had athletic abilities...it would be fun...it's funny how someone so competitive has no real talent at anything...oh well
Going to play video games...peace
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